Almost complete with the drawing. (Check it out!)

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The colors in this drawing are exploding with energy.

The process of this drawing has been similar to riding a roller coaster.

Each moment is unpredictable with mass amounts of emotion.

The “final” piece of art is never “final.”

It is up to the artist to decide when the art is “final.”

If you really think about it the art is creating itself more than you are creating the art.

“Art” comes from the “subconscious.”

“Everything you “hide” normally you release when feeling “open” with your emotions.

You become “open” during creativity.

Using the subconscious mind.

You can never force creativity.

Creativity must come from the flow state.

Creativity is a form of meditation for the soul, body, and spirit.

All the emotion and energy I am feeling at the moment I express myself in my art.

Energy is in a constant state of movement.

You have to release your energy in a positive way instead of in a negative way.

Release your energy wisely into this world.

Avoid harming yourself and others.

Much love to all you beautiful people!

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When you observe or see something.

What you are observing and seeing is completely different in your eyes.

Compared to the person next to you.

Possibly what we all “see” in something is completely “wrong.”

Everyone is unique and sees everything in their own perception.

For example, if you were to show someone a piece of art.

What they “see” within the art is what they “see” within themselves.

We see everything as we are.

The environment you surround yourself with you become.

The thoughts you, consume you have a higher chance of manifesting these thoughts.

You should be constantly evolving over time.

If your opinions and thoughts on ideas never expand or change that is not healthy.

You can not be the same you all your life.

Go out there into the world and expand that mind of yours.

Evolve.

The drawing slowly keeps revealing itself.

DSC_0118I often apologize for the time in between posts, hahaahah.

Everyone tells me I am okay and to not worry about posting.

I Post when “I” feel the best to post.

“Should” be posting more often than I do.

Thinking my mental state is more important than posting a blog post.

You cannot drop everything for your image/ego.

Health is wealth.

You have to take care of yourself first before doing anything else.

Without yourself, you would not be here.

Take each day, one moment at a time and eventually, the whole day will vanish in a few moments.

Life is lived at a fast pace for most individuals, but in reality, we are moving a mile per hour.

Time is so slow and vast it is hard to measure “time.”

What is “time?”

Time could be anything, hahahah.

Use your “time” wisely.

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Without a “challenge” in life, there would be no life worth living.

Why even live this life if there is no “challenge.”

Yes, it is wise to “be.”

When you are in the mindset of “be.”

That does not mean to not “try” at life at all.

To “be” means you are fully attempting at life.

To “be” means to be at peace with your inner self.

When you are in control of your inner self.

Your emotions do not get ahead of your ego.

To “be” does not mean to ignore yourself and your surroundings.

“To be” means to be more aware of yourself and your surroundings.

Feel the presence of the energy or ignore all the energy that you are dealt with.

To keep peace with your inner self means you are “challenging” yourself the best you can.

If you use peace and love in your life.

That does not mean you are “weak.”

It takes a “real man” to look within himself and feel his emotions for what they are.

Then to express what one is thinking is an act of bravery releasing all the energy that is built up.

Do not forget to fully experience this gift of life.

Few souls are living while many are just existing.

Living as being “present” at this moment.

Existing as in a manic depression thinking about all moments besides this very “moment.”

The “creator” created pain to help us become our greatest versions.

Bandaids only do so much.

When you cut yourself there is pain and blood for a while.

Over time the cut heals itself.

Becoming stronger than before.

A “new version” of skin has evolved.

Through the experiences in life.

Especially the “negative” experiences.

You become your greatest version.

Within all “negativity” there are lessons to be learned.

All the “healing” helps you become your strongest “you.”

Sure, feel your emotions and cry.

Remember to take it easy and one moment at a time.

If you attempt to process more than one moment at a time your brain might start to fry, jahahahah.

Always remember to thank pain for existing.

Without the pain, you would not be the person you are today.

If you have experienced more “pain” than others.

You should appreciate all the intense emotions and energies.

The more “pain” and “suffering.”

The more experiences you have experienced.

Living a greater life.

Life is all about magic and energies.

Everything is “here” at this moment.

Life is all about what you manifest life to be.

Without all this so-called “pain” you could not be the you that is you.

We are all “pain.”

Life is suffering in itself.

Accept yourself for who you are.

The main goal is to live in the moment.

Love yourself and do not be too hard on yourself.

Do not play the victim game in this life.

Energy is everything and you are energy.

We are all in this together, so we might as well get along with one another.

We will all suffer.

Some will suffer more than others.

While some suffer rarely at all.

Over one billion souls dream of the “pain” and “suffering” you are going through.

If you have running water, food, shelter, air, and sleep.

Life is quite simple.

“Us” humans manifest everything into a complication one way or another.

There is always “extra “drama” that “has” to happen.

Humans are the most advanced invention on this earth, then again the “dumbest” inventions placed on Mother earth.

We are all too busy trying to find “purpose” or “meaning.”

In the end, we are only destroying our mother earth and animals.

I believe the Native Americans were the “smartest” or “wisest” people to live on this earth.

Others would disagree with me and that is okay.

“Success” is different for us all.

“I” look at success as bettering the earth and yourself in the process.

Evolving your consciousness.

Health over wealth.

Wisdom over facts.

Love over fear.

Happiness over hatred.

“Success” can be anything.

You need fantasy in this life to enjoy the ride.

Without fantasy, there would be no reality.

This reality is nothing but a lucid dream for us all.

How “fantasy” like.

In my crazy mind, I imagine each soul being plugged into a power source.

The real question is.

Where are we all plugged into?

mhhhhhhhhh…….

Energy never dies but is only transferred to another source.

You have to leave this planet with more light than evil.

What is “positive” for one can be “negative” to another.

Positive and negative is different for us all.

Perception is everything.

Sure we all can have fancy gadgets and all this money.

What do you “get out” of money and possessions.

Nothing much, but a distraction from your inner self.

The system brainwashes society to the point where everyone is “focusing” on things that do not matter.

What truly matters is being ignored.

Labels, images, and egos are more important than thyself.

Character is forgotten.

Money and gadgets/possessions are not the meaning of life.

Life itself is the meaning of life.

“This” is the meaning.

Try to figure out why you “suffer” more than others.

Possibly you are suffering “psychologically”

Possibly you are suffering “health-wise.”

We are all suffering in something.

No one is perfect.

All you must do is attempt to be your greatest version.

Your environment creates your personality.

You become a product of your environment.

Recycle your negative energy for positive energy.

Learn through the pain but do not define yourself because of the pain that is inflicted on you.

Through pain, you become your strongest version

How you react to a situation “defines” you more than what has happened to you.

Meditate and sit on what has happened to you.

“Be” and accept.

You can only control so much.

Spread love instead of hate.

The universe controls you more than you control “life itself.”

With love, you will create intense vibrations throughout the soul body and spirit.

When you live this life through the soul instead of the flesh, you find a greater purpose.

Much love to everyone!

Update on the drawing (50-60%)

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Hello everyone! 😀

The progress of this drawing is coming along quite well.

I would say I am having mass amounts of energy using these bright and vibrant colors.

Usually, the colors I use in my drawings show the emotions I am feeling within “this” moment of time.

Always attempting to keep a positive mindset.

You have to spread love instead of ignorance/hatred.

Emotions are colors if you think about it.

Colors are energy.

“They,” say each color represents a certain emotion of some sort.

I “believe” each color represents a certain emotion.

For example, the color “black” is darkness or “evil” I do not necessarily “believe” that.

Possibly you look at the color black and feel vibrant love and happiness.

In the end, I guess it is all perception of what you see in your eyes.

Colors are subjective.

The current drawing I am coloring.

Has “dark” colors and “vibrant/bright” colors.

I am thinking you will look at this drawing and feel uncomfortable because of the mass amount of energy.

Or you will get lost in the colors and it will be hard to focus on one section of the drawing at a time.

We are all different in this world.

We all have different “tastes.”

Everything in this world will not attract towards you.

That is up to you to find out what is attracted towards you.

Attempt to use your soul in every action/thought instead of using the flesh and ego thinking about yourself and no one else

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I saw this photo and had to instantly save it.

I felt the energy within these words 110%.

I Remember being in school listening to everything everyone told me.

Whenever “I” had questions or did not agree with something.

I was told to be quiet or to not question.

To question life itself makes sense to me.

If you look at the picture you notice a “teacher” “teaching” multiple students.

“I” was that student in the back of the class.

Daydreaming about “unrelated” things that are not involved in “school” aka the system.

I felt like a prisoner of my own thoughts. In school, you can never express yourself to your fullest.

You are a “robot” that “agrees” and “follows” “commands” from the “leader” being the “teacher.”

As if you can only say yes and there is no “free-will.”

In school, there is no free will.

Originality is erased in “school.”

I could ramble on and on forever.

It has just been within the past few years I have “fully pursued” my creative journey.

In school, my art “skills” never had the chance to be fully expressed.

Now 2 plus years later here “I am.”

Becoming what I never “was.”

School never let me have the opportunity to become my greatest version.

I was always the “last person” to finish the tests/exams.

Usually getting the worst grade in the class and then defining myself by my grade.

Always getting help and being tutored.

“learning” things I never wanted to “learn.”

“Now” I know that I am “special”

I am here to be my original self.

Not to be competitive against other like-minded individuals similar to me.

I am here to be myself.

If I ever have children I will probably homeschool them.

Be your greatest version and have no one stop you from being your true self.

One last thing I would like to share.

“Question everything, including yourself. Do not accept what one tells you. Think for yourself and do not “accept” what “authority,” tells you.”

Crazy color scheme. (Check it out!)

dsc_0904.jpgThe energies for this drawing are all over the place.

The colors in this drawing are quite challenging.

Sometimes I will gaze at a shape for a few minutes debating what color to use.

When creating art you “know” what you are doing.

Then again, you have no idea what you are doing, but you tell others you “know” what you are doing.

Artists are very mysterious.

I always attempt to be mysterious, but exciting at the same time.

I feel every energy/emotion flow throughout my body.

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You have to feel every emotion to express yourself through art.

You express yourself when the energy is vibrating within yourself.

The energy has to be released one way or another.

You might as well express yourself to release the energy in a “positive” way.

You get to that point where you have no idea how to explain yourself in words so you create an image instead.

If you think about it.

Images speak more than words do.

You can read a sentence and interpret the sentence into many different sentences.

With an image, it seems like there are more possibilities to interpret the image differently.

A single image can be interpreted into infinite stories or images

Everything is held within the eye of the beholder.

Everyone remember to be the “you” that is “you!”

Everyone have a beautiful day!

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Once you fully embrace your feminine side and feel your emotions, for how they are.

Instead of ignoring your emotions.

Acting similarly to a boulder.

You will feel vibrant energy flowing throughout your body.

When you realize one moment can lead to infinite moments you do not control every moment.

Decide to constructively live through your soul instead of ignorantly living through the flesh.

When “anger” arises.

Question the anger and ask yourself.

“Where does this anger come from?”

Anger is nowhere to be seen or found.

“Anger” is within you and you are anger.

People tell me “magic” is not real.

I beg to differ.

Each “sense” has some magic involved.

Sight, sound, smell, taste, and touch.

There is also a sixth sense.

The “sixth sense” is when you use all 5 senses in one.

The “intuition” is used when using the “sixth sense.

“Everything” is magic.

Life is most likely a “simulation.”

Emotions are magic.

Neurons firing left and right all throughout your brain.

Making you manifest different thoughts and emotions.

Creating you into the person that is “you.”

Living in this reality.

All experiencing human consciousness.

To listen and follow the intuition. (The voice within)

Or to follow the voices of others. (The plan everyone creates for you)

Expand that mind of yours.

Use those neurons more than others.

Never give up on this life.

There are infinite possibilities.

What you manifest you become.

Literally.

All the energy you put into this world.

You get in return from the universe.

Balance the emotions from within.

Use both the masculine and the feminine side.

Can you sit with your own thoughts?

Is it a struggle to practice”meditation?”

If your mind cannot be still you cannot be still yourself.

When the mind is corrupt, your soul has swept away from you at that moment.

Yes, we have to feel our emotions for what they are.

Do not ignore your emotions.

Remember to do what you must do but attempt to not manifest more negative energy into your reality.

Is it hard for you to accept the thoughts that flow throughout the mind?

If yes, it is time to start using your “feminine” energy.

Learn how to treat others with respect.

“Be” in control of your “emotions.”

When you can control your emotions.

The “feminine” side is fully embraced.

We will all “slip” here and there.

No one is perfect.

All you must do is attempt to be your greatest version.

If you “fail.”

At least you can say you “attempted.”

To attempt to be your greatest version or to not even attempt at all.

I rather live a life full of beautiful memories/love and positive energy.

Instead of living a blur of a life that was quickly lived and shortly forgotten.

I “swear” meditation saves my life.

Without meditation, I would not be the “man” I am.

Meditation puts every moment in perspective.

To react in every moment or to have patience and process the moments.

You can never “know.”

All you must do is “be.”

I use my “masculine” energies while working out.

There are positive ways to get out the “manly” energy.

That energy that wants to “destroy and conquer” everyone and everything.

All of that built up “tension.”

Release everything you have but in a positive way.

When you work out.

You destroy the body through exercise.

You use “negative energy” but actually “positive energy” when working out.

All the anger. (Negative energy)

Is released when working out.

Then again working out is not about anger and destroying everyone.

Often times “anger” disrupts the mind instead of benefiting the mind.

Everything is within the moment.

There are times I feel complete bliss while working out.

There are other times I feel like “destroying everything and everyone.”

jahahaah, I am hoping someone will understand me.

If you feel anger, feel anger.

If you feel nervous, feel nervous.

If you feel “love” feel love.

Do not spread negativity to others.

Use that “negative energy” to uplift yourself.

Transfer the negative energy into positive energy.

“Hurt people” “hurt people.”

The ones who have been hurt mentally or physically hurt other people.

unintentionally and intentionally.

When living this life in “fear” you are blind to your own actions most of the time.

Few souls understand people who hurt others do not mean what they do.

The ones who have “healed” themselves.

Or individuals that are in the process of “healing” themselves.

Spread positive energy to other souls that are in need of love.

If an individual accepts your “love” or not, that is up to the individual.

Never stop attempting to spread love everywhere you go.

Even if others do not accept your “love.”

Negative people are ignorant.

There is no need for that negative energy.

We are all born “innocent.”

Over time we begin living.

Life is not fair.

Saying that.

What happens to you in this life.

You can either use the energy to uplift yourself or you can use every “negative” moment to destroy thyself.

Some things that happen to you, you are not in control of.

Other things you can control.

Usually what you are “controlling” is “controlling” you.

The moments that have intense energy you should appreciate.

Without a challenge in this life, this life would not be worth living.

The “bad” things that happen to you, do not define you.

How you act out in each situation is more important.

“React” with positivity instead of negativity.

Do not act out “ignorantly”

Each person defines everything differently.

No one asks to get hurt by others.

When someone “hurts” you.

This individual is being blind to themselves and their surroundings.

Forgive the “ignorant” individual and move on.

Hold zero grudges against your brothers and sisters.

“Forgiveness” is needed in this life.

I believe the hurt people do not mean to hurt people.

Hurt people are blind.

The hurt only want to be loved.

Since the hurt individuals are not loved they continue to live in a cycle of hurting others and themselves.

We all want love.

Spread love instead of hate.

Hurt people are living in their ego, but then again not.

You need to know who you are.

Is this “you” they call “you” the actual “you.”

Do not tell others who “they” are.

To know anything else is a mystery.

Know yourself in and out.

Then again, how do you “know” that you “know” something.

Appreciate this life and live through the soul

Use love in each moment that is possible.

You have to feel the emotions you are feeling.

Remember to not bring others down with you.

Use your soul instead of the ego.

You need to express yourself.

Just do not hurt others.

It is as if others enjoy seeing the pain in others.

Suffering is not an option.

Face your emotions instead of suffering.

When you suffer you create pain within yourself and others around you.

Do not throw your emotions on another.

Use your “feminine” side to process the moment and see what this moment is teaching you.

There are lessons within everything.

Learn how to look at everything with a positive perspective instead of a negative perspective.

Learn to learn instead of learning to fail.

“Guilt” is a funny word to me.

Everything is “guilt” in my eyes.

To have “pride” in one’s self you are “recognizing” your image of yourself.

I always tell people there is no “me” or “i.”

Instead, we are all the same human consciousness experiencing this thing called life.

We are all “I”

“I” am all of “you”

“You” are all “me.”

We are all this thing called “life”

We are “all” experiencing this thing called life.

Imagine if you never had this opportunity to live this life?

Existence in itself is mind-blowing.

We should not be here.

Literally.

It took soooooooo much energy.

For the world to manifest itself here.

To be honest, it would have been easier for the universe to do nothing.

Why create “us”

“Us” is destroying the mother earth.

Ironically” this world we “worship” we could care less about.

We all care about this world so much, but when it comes to “reality.”

We are all destroying mother Gaia.

If you like it or not, the earth is on its way to the “end.”

Everything must begin and everything must end.

Will there be a new beginning.

Possibly the end is the new beginning.

Life after death.

Or death after life.

Energy never dies.

Energy is infinite and can only transfer to another source.

Ignore guilt, but live your life with “love.”

Live your life fully at the moment and “attempt” your best to have zero regrets.

A “sin” to one individual is not a sin to “another.”

Live your life how you must live your life.

Ignore spreading “negativity” to others.

Society brainwashes us into thinking every action is a “sin.”

Every law is illegal somewhere in this world.

We are all criminals, one way or another.

Let’s live in unity and love.

Instead of judging everyone for their labels and illusions that have zero value or meaning.

Your physical and mental health is more important than anything else.

How you treat others is more important than your “achievements” or “success.”

Your “soul” is who you are.

Energy is everything.

Do not fall for the “illusions” in this life.

Live through the soul.

Instead of the flesh.

Use that “feminine” energy.”

Stop ignoring your emotions.

Accept the moment and feel the energy.

What have you learned within each moment?

Stop victimizing yourself.

We all feel pain.

We all suffer.

We all this and that.

We are all one.

Live your best life.

By living through your greatest version you embrace others to live a life of positivity.

Much love to all.

Feel those emotions of yours.

Do not ignore the energy within.

Started adding color to the drawing! (Check it out)

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Having a lot of fun with the colors in this drawing.

This photo is from about 2 weeks ago.

The color scheme is a bit challenging.

Always pushing myself past my limits to increase my art skills.

You cannot challenge yourself with the same amount of energy every time.

If you never challenge yourself there will be no growth on thyself.

I apologize for the length of time between posts.

I have to experience everything at the moment or I overwhelm myself.

Never have a blog post planned they are all written and posted within the moment.

Last night, for example, I had high energies flowing throughout my body.

I was awake till 6 am last night and decided it was time for bed, hahaha.

In these moments I never stop to take a picture of the progress.

When the energy is at a high, time and space are forgotten.

All you do is create and create.

A feeling of infinite bliss expressing thyself through the soul.

I am an owl compared to most.

Sleeping when everyone is awake.

Awake when everyone is sleeping

True “artist” hours.

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The loudest person is in need of acceptance and needs validation from others to be themselves. Un-secure with themselves.

Quite people accept what happens within the moment and understand the universe has a way of dealing with its energies.

Trust the process of the universe or use the ego creating a manic depression.

You can only control so much at one time.

It is wiser to “be.”

Take a deep breath and process the moment for what it is.

Instead of reacting spontaneously without having any time to respond.

To be at peace or to live this life in fear.

Fear nothing besides fear itself.

Love yourself and you will respect others.

Accept yourself without the validation of others.